Saturday, 28 March 2020

Na every Geordie is red (poem)

Na every Geordie is red
(Tip of hat ter Basil Bunting)


Noocaastle bruwn!
Aye, aah know that
It’s made oot a Tyne watta
Filthy, mucky stoof
Doorty old river is the Tyne
Hey wood drink that eh?
Ma terrier, weal - he pees in it like
When we ganna oot fer a walk that way
I’m a Shields lad meeself
Hadaway man! North! 
Nae the posh Sooth.

Me da, he were in merchant
In the war, drank a lot
Were good with his fists mind
But not mooch else. 
Died drinking, were battered
Boot fell doon dead.
Did aah mourn? Did aah heck!
Big funeral aah can’t think why. 
He were union, a steward
They all toorned oot, red flags an all!
Aah choked listening te them wurds
Me ma? She were that quiet
Na un knew when she passed on
Slipped away in hospital bed
She woudda liked the priest
Boot black birds with nowt ter give
Cancer, too many bairns – eight in all
Only aah was there! Nae booger cares!

Me? aah wurked fer post office
Drove a van. Forty years!
That were ‘til aah were robbed.
Some bairn after cash
Fer tabs, droogs an’ ale
He went ter prison
Boot me nerves were gone.
Aah got the pension like
Nowt mooch fer wat it were
Got by, boot then there were
A bit o’ compensation 
Joost enough ter get by.

Nae lad, niver married
Na point! Hennies eh! 
Good fer a laugh, a dance
Boot aah’d rather pay fer it
Than answer ter her tying oos doon.
Aye, me own boss and me own hoose!
Aah have Mrs Thatcher ter thank fer that
She were na all bad…
Nae point in getting personal son!
Wer yer a miner or summat?

Oh, yer da was was he?
Closed the pit yer say!
Aye, needed doing mind
Cheaper buying coal from abroad
Them Poles, dead canny
None of that union stoof fer thems
Yer cannae stop progress
Aye, aah knows they had unions boot
Thems fought the communist state
Not like here, our lot wanted a communist state!
English miners tried ter bring country
Ter its knees, yer canna allow that!
Yoong un! 
Aah’m awld
Aah’ve heard it all before yer know!
Yer dad and his lot
Thought we owed em a living
They had ter stand on 
Their own feet. There’s allus work
If yer prepared ter look!
Jobs? Nae jobs?
Don’t talk daft!
Why, yer think thems
Grow on trees. 
It takes graft ter get one
Miners were too proud!
That Scargill, 
Yer canna look oop ter he!
Crin’ inta yer ale 
No point sitting at the club 
Bletherin on aboot what were!

Aah told yer aah could nae work!
Me nerves gone, yer ever been
Face-ter- face with a gun?What yer da were beaten by polis?
He moost of done summat wrong
The miners, 
Them started the batterings
Thugs with pick axe handles
Aah feel sorry fer youse
Growing oop listening ter all that
Aye they call that propaganda...
The Sun, why der yer ask? 

Me? aah left school at fifteen
Aah can read and write mind
Walk the dog and go to library
Jeffery Archer, now there’s a cracking read!
Poetry! Yer moost be mad
Nowt rhymes an everyuns’ a born-again Geordie
Like those daft Unthanks girls braying on
Aah’d give them a piece of me mind
That Geordie land is long gone and
An’ good riddance
Boot aah still support the Toon
Unlike thems loons
Allus complaining and whining
That Ashley is a canny lad
Knows how ter run a business
The lads comin’ oot ter Local Hero
Now we’ve got a Geordie back in charge
Mind too many darkies fer me liking
Boot sum can play like
Season ticket? Yer moost be mad
Aah watch it down me local
Aye, it's closing. You heard then?

They’re closing libraries down
Post office is long gone
Hospitals doont seem ter keep yer in
Them nurses, weell lets joost say
They're not from round here
Better not get sick, its why aah walk
Boot sea air keeps me fit
Aah danae smoke or drink and me allotment
Meens aah have fresh veg fer me tea
Aah’m fond of leeks and cabbage
One back of cemetery
Right enough, that’s where aah’ll end oop
Resting me bones before too long.

Nae, canny lad
This England will do me
Once all the foreigners are gone
Now that Boris…

Oh, yer a Pakistani?
Yer don’t look it, yer hairs blond
Oh, yer dye it! Nowt queerer than folk!
Boot yer said yer dad were a miner?
Didn’t think folk let your lot down mines
Oh, yer mam were the blackie!
That moost ha’ gone doon well at co-op
Like a chinaman runnin’ a chippie!
It never wurks oot well, 
Noodles and soy
With yer cod and chips

Weell, yer look a white man ter me…
Nae need fer insults son!
Show oos a bit of respect 
Aah’m awld bonny lad
Did teachers not teach yer owt?
Racist, me? Booger off!
Aah’m English and proud son!
Each ter their own

Not tha its yer business
Last time aah voted Liberal Democrats.
Boot aah like yon Boris,
Got oos oot of Europe
It’al make oos strong again
Standing as Britain.
Mind aah’m not fond of the Scots,
Or the Taffs and most of the Irish
Came here and took our jobs.

Labour, With Corbyn!
Don’t be daft!
He'll soon be gone
Only a fool would give Labour their vote
Aye, I know all aboot Jarrow March
Don’t lecture me
Trade unions!
Don’t make me laugh
On the take more like it
Britain is better off without them
Its them that makes women think 
They can do a man’s job

Aye, well yer dafter than a broosh
The way yer witter on
Aah’ll give yer a bit of advice laddie

Nat every Geordie is a red









Sunday, 26 January 2020

Belgo Geordie an the oonbearable weight of being a pooblic interlectural; Ostend, lessons from history

Etkar Andre
This all started when sum un at me wurk said "Your trouble Belgo is, you think too much." It were not a compliment, boot delivered as if thinking were a poor thing ter be filling yer time with. Over long years, even at school, then in me teenage years like, folk have told oos I over thinked things. The most withering of such statements have been from girls that I fancied. As if thinking were summat unnatural like, certainly with no place in romancing and not, in southern hemisphere, acceptable behaviour from a man. Or a man without letters behind his name! "Hold on pet while we have a good chin wag before getting down ter business of smooching". So arrows and slings may have been fired and slung, boot it did not stop the odd heavyweight thought popping inter me brain leading ter discourse! Fat needing ter be chewed, wurds spewed ter bruise the air and the switched on light allowed ter burn oot the bulb. Boot the latest delivery against oos?  Waal, it set oos thinking...like.

Mr Zweig and Mr Roth enjoying Ostend, I know, I know...
First off, what is this thinking stuff? Why do we have it, if it is not mooch use. At 64, should I be concerned that I still get excited when grey matter fizzes.Nae chance if it keeps dementia at bay. Nowt like a good, hard think as Tony Benn used ter say! Like at moment, I'm pondering the communist thinkers and writers that were around the time of the Weimar Republic and were the last line of defence before Europe plunged into fascism. Aye it were triggered by a small book "Ostend" by German writer and journalist Volker Weidermann. Aboot two Austrian Jewish writers and intellectuals Stefan Zweig and Joseph Roth meeting oop in Ostend, Belgium in the summer of 1936. Although Mr Zweig had parked his good wife in their country abode and bought his secretary and lover, Lotte Altmann, with him ter Ostend. While, Mr Roth was escaping his long time mistress Manga Bell, a Cameroon princess by marriage. Aye Zweig and Roth were a right pair of old goats boot they were genuine then in thinking they were trying ter break shackles of a conventional life. "More straight laced corset with yer tea vicar...is that God I see on your lapel?" Aye, times were changing rapidly, clouds of war were on the horizon and tide of fascism were coming but this was also a lads away trip. This small 164 page book, translated inter English is summit worthy of spending time with. Although at first, it were as dry as batshit on the sun baked asphalt that is Australia now. It creaks inter gear and then takes off. And with relevance ter wurld today. Aye, lessons ter be learned, as we repeat same mistakes. Fascism on the rise and many claim "nowt ter see here!" The rise of Trump, the stranglehold of Putin. Bolsonaro of Brazil. Yon Boris. In Oz- ScoMo the PR, happy clapping nowhere man. Aye the worlds in a hand cart pushing itself terwards human extinction. Plenty ter see here unless yer name is Murdoch. And he doesn't want yer ter see.
How can it be we don't see what's happening around oos? Boiled frog anyone? Weel, in the summer of 1936 enough were happening fer folk paying attention ter know things were getting ugly. Nationalism were on the rise. Hitler were in power. Fascism openly in Germany, Italy and Spain. Spreading its tentacles throughout Europe and America. Anti-semitism were poisoning European countries. The communists (not Stalinists - boot the progressive communists who were antifascists) had lost their fight in Germany and were in jail. In Spain, civil war and a coup were looming. England, France and USA were sitting on their hands. Nowt ter see her with herr Hitler. Just a few broken eggs, communists, jews, anyone getting in way of progress, writers, artists, film makers, intellectuals, unionists, teachers and so on...

The writers and activists meeting oop in Ostend against this background, many were already in exile or close to it. Their books, newspapers banned and works burned. The unbearable weight were that, no matter what were being written, dramatised, painted, discussed, argued, reported on and actioned - darkness, a pitiless darkness of the soul were closing in. Fascism is a belief about crushing folk...seen as not the right sort, if yer like the other. Truth, joostice, were not going ter win oot. Reason were already being reduced ter nowt of consequence. Writers, artists, playwrights, intellectuals - there works banned were being forced outta of Germany - soom ter be stateless or caught oop in the tides of war and fascism and then too many murdered for their ideas and what they stood oop for. To be Jewish, prominent in the intellectual debate was downright dangerous. To quote Stefan Zweig "The only way to fight hatred must come from ourselves." Brave, boot harder to stay afloat in these times.
Aye, it is a hard ask when all is turning ter a dark and rancid coostard.

For example the Ostend emigres were following the court proceedings for the trial and probable fate of Etkar Andre. A political activist and communist, arrested following the burning of the Reichstag. Imprisoned and tortured and at the mercy of an increasingly corrupted legal system, lick-spit judges following the dictate of Hitler and the nazis. And on 4 November 1936, Hitler had Etkar Andre beheaded. This was after Etkar Andre had already spent three years in prison being beaten ter a pulp. He went through a sham trial and despite international protests, was still murdered. Etkar Andre had strong connections to Belgium having grown up there and cut his teeth in the Belgian labour movements before returning to Germany. He fought for the Germans in World War One but came out of that experience with opposite views to Hitler. Internationalism of workers instead of nationalism of the elite. Ektar Andre was virulently anti-fascist. He was a part of the communist opposition on the streets of Germany to Hitler's nascent nazis. A dock worker seaman's union man and internationalist. A fighter and comrade to the end. To the puppet judges he declares "Your honor is not my honor, for we are divided by our worldview, divided by class, divided by an abyss. If you are going to make the impossible possible here and send an innocent man to the block, then I am ready to walk that hard road. I want no mercy! I have lived as a fighter, and I will die as a fighter, and my last words will be: 'Long live Communism!'" He was 42 when he was murdered by the nazi state. Even then, in defiance of the nazis (see it could be done!), five thousand prisoners went on strike at Fuhlsbuettel Prison.

His words reflected almost 37 years later on 11 September 1973 in Chile by President Salvador Allende under attack in a fascist coup against his elected government. He knew he and his comrades were going to die when he last addressed his people through public broadcast: "This is the last time I shall be able to speak to you...I will repay with my life the loyalty of the people. I am certain the seeds we have sown in the conscience of thousands and thousands of Chileans cannot be completely eradicated. Neither crime nor force are strong enough to hold back the process of social change. History belongs to us, because it is made by the people." Two brave men, both murdered for what they strongly believed in and both stood firm facing their end. How many of us would be able to do that?

This is too often the fate of the movers and thinkers on the progressive front. The writers and political activists meeting in Ostend could see clearly what was coming but were dismissed by society at large as being defeatist and alarmist. Watch a movie with a friend, Hitler might a said, and chill. In short the Ostend lot thinked too much! After all, it was the summer of the infamous Berlin olympics. The last charade of civilisation and deception where world leaders kowtowed to appease Hitler. How then to keep some hope that the approaching cataclysm might recede and somewhere change, so as a better society could come about? More Jesse Owens. Fer them in Ostend it most have felt like the end, most knew war was inevitable, but few could predict how cataclysmic it would be.

So what happened to them? Many of the group died not long after this last Ostend get-together.  Zweig and Roth, both Austrian they see the rise of the nazis 'Anscchluss -Austria's  annexation to Hitler's Germany, and the return of the prodigal son, Hitler was born in Austria - is Austrian - overlooked by Germans.
Ernst Toller and Christiane Grautoff
Christiane
The playwright, Ernst Toller, already in exile who had turned oop with his young wife the actress Christiane Grautoff. Toller wrote:"No one can flee the present fight, particularly in a time where fascism has raised the doctrine of the totalitarian state to the level of law. The dictator demands of the writer that he become the mouthpiece of the ruling world view." In May 1939, Toller committed suicide in America. Yes, he and Grutoff had separated boot he was in despair that the world, and America, would ever improve.  A few days later Joseph Roth, his body deteriorating already from the poisons of alcohol dies having received the news of Toller's suicide. He is with Zweig's brother. Stefan Zweig is in London when he hears of the death of Roth. Their relationship has become strained by Roth's drinking but Stefan Zweig is devastated.

Freidl Roth
Freidl Roth, hauntingly beautiful in her youthful photographs, is Joseph Roth's estranged wife. In 1929, labelled in a historic footnote of Joseph Roth's life, that "she became schizophrenic" and incarcerated in a psychiatric institution. She was in July 1940 murdered by the nazis. Stefen Zweig commits suicide with Lotte in Brazil in February 1942. His suicide letter states "I greet all my friends! May they all see the glow of dawn after the long night! I, all too impatient, am going on ahead," It is said by his friends he was too weary to start life again. In Brazil he is no longer standing up to condemn fascism. Lotte Altmann, his faithful lover and secretary does not leave a farewell letter or note of any kind. Christiane Grautoff dies, many husbands and a full life later, in Mexico City in 1974, drifts into unexpected death in the presence of her granddaughter.

Willi Muenzenberg the communist fighter, publisher and global newspaper proprietor. Working class to the core, a leader and charismatic but became an enemy of Stalin's Moscow. In June 1940 while escaping imprisonment in France he is found hung in woodland. It is recorded as suicide but many of his comrades believe it was murder with Stalin implicated.
Arthur Koestler, the writer and journalist who will go to Spain and risk his life infiltrating Franco's inner circle. In Ostend in 1936, Koestler is still a communist. Two years later he writes "Darkness at Noon." A justified slap in the face of totalitarian communism and Stalin's show trials. It is published in 1940 as war ascends. He commits suicide in 1983.






Egon E Kisch in Australia
Egon Erwin Kisch, the journalist, took part in the Spanish Civil War. Went into exile in Mexico and returned to his home city Prague post war where he died in 1948 following two heart attacks. The Internationale is sung at his funeral. A postscript is in 1934 Kisch was turned away from Australia as a danger to the country's safety. He was seen as a communist. He was but progressive and anti-fascist. The year before, 1933, following the Reichstag fire, he had been imprisoned by the nazis. Freed from prison he was invited to speak at a peace conference in Australia. In Fremantle, he was denied entry. Determined to make land in Australia he broke his leg jumping ship onto the dockside. In an attempt to deny him entry he was instructed to complete a dictation test in Gaelic - which he failed and on this basis barred as a prohibited immigrant from entering Australia altogether. This was overturned by the High Court. He remained and made public appearances for three months before being strong-armed out having embarrassed Joseph Lyons right wing leaning nationalist government of the day.
Irmgard Keun
The writer Irmgard Keun who began an affair and drinking partnership with Joseph Roth one that flourished in Ostend but lasted for two years. In May 1940, she goes into hiding in Holland. She survives the war but as a literary figure is forgotten until the 1970s when her anti-nazi novels reemerge. She dies in 1982. Her books are still available.

Ostend is bombed beyond recognition and post war is rebuilt beyond recognition. I was there in 1970 on the waterfront where teenagers playing pool were listening to Johnny Halliday. There is not a whiff of communism, idealism or creativity. I am fourteen, have joost read Bobby Seale's "Seize the Time". Not in Ostend.

Part Two ter follow: a personal journey inter the darkness of thought... PS all photographs liberated as being helpful ter the reader ter see them being written aboot. If any offence is committed, it were not me, it were the ghost of Willi Muenzenberg, who said Belgo, go ahead, post and be damned...thanks comrade!!!



Pay the rent and stolen water Survival/Invasion day Sydney 2020



At one stage, it looked as if there were over 5000 folk in Hyde Park before this march. Aye well me county thingys were wurking over-time. An' its true I'm going blind boot I can see better distance than close oop and there were folk all over the place like. A range of folk, all ages from babbies ter oldies clutching walking frames. All cultures, like the Sri Lankan drummers and a group of young Islamic women replete with placards saying stoof like we are here ter support first people and sovereignty. Aye and a sole Maori man with his sovereignty teeshirt and enormous indigenous flag. This year, there were even more of mobs coming in from country. Banners from Bourke. Speakers from Armidale, Tamworth. And from Sydenham a whole family got on the train in their indigenous flag teeshirts. Collection buckets this year were aptly inscribed "Pay the Rent".

Prominent were the mothers and grandmothers from deaths in custody. Speaking from the broken and devastated hearts with passion, fire and ongoing determination. More families since 2019. Asking the same question, which sums up what is wrong with this day being called Australia Day. If a white kid died while under the protection of the polis or corrective services, would there be an inquiry? How long would their families have to wait for a coronial inquest? And if there was a scent of negligence, or worse brutality - how long before those responsible would be held to account? Yet indigenous families are hung out to dry- one banner saying "(My son) was not born to die in jail."

Young, and with a story that evasion, conception, changing facts come's to mind. None of which invoke justice served or truth told. Some indigenous youth may have cause to end up imprisoned or held but there is no reason or justification tha this becomes a death sentence. But read some of the stories and you wonder why incarceration is a solution of any kind. Then as the oldies said, if yer black in Australia with kids, yer can't say it won't be your kid next. Aye, the other change I noted. The young indigenous women. Women are often the one's who try and heal the pain, grief and endless stream of trauma. The young women on this march were angry. Rightly, boot, in picking oop the challenge, we are seeing the next generation of warriors emerging and I don't think they will be taking a step backwards.

Then the other big issue were water rights. Now one of Belgo Geordie's greatest pleasures is the feel of fresh, cold water against the skin. We take it fer granted until its gone. This has been a year of the death of mighty rivers in the red land. Fer indigenous folk this is akin ter losing family, tradition and life itself. Unless yer see it and the devastation it brings, it is hard ter make sense of. Living in the city, going inter supermarket and seeing floor ter ceiling bottled water. Turning on yer tap and not it flows. With drought and fire and the loss of rivers, we are losing life as we know it! No matter how often ScoMo says "How great is Australia!" These are empty wurds amongst the devastation. No wonder so many folk came in from country. Ter tell oos urban dwellers their story. Inside these marches, amongst these folk, yer have ter see the poison Australia Day is as it is. Boot are we listening? Again good ter see young folk across the spectrum in attendance. You are the leaders of the future.
Aye, she had on a wee koru
In my DNA and Che, where would we all be without him
It reminds me of an interaction after the march when heading home. An old Cypriot man, sat outside a pizzeria on King Street asked oos ter explain 'White Australia has a Black History'. I responded should we not celebrate a culture, here first with over 40,000 years of not just survival but living in this ferocious, unforgiving country. Haven't they got summat ter teach oos and especially now with drought, fire and the stealing of water. He got that, but then the cogs turned and he came back with an example of Cyprus supporting 'gypsies' but only if they worked and by allusion, assimilated with Cypriots. These are the conversations we should be having and I admit, I didn't with this man. Not there, then. But should have. See, it's the oxygen we breathe, we believe in that poisons us. We judge indigenous folk as if on one hand they are migrants following on from the mighty British Empire - they should be grateful to be Australian. To, they were invaded, were primitive, not worth a Treaty, and again should be grateful the royal we tolerate them as citizens. At least I did remind Mr Cyprus that migrants other than Anglos, were not well represented in Australian History. But sadly, it is as far as I could take it. Boot it made me reflect this year, I have to do more than march, blog, read - I have to talk, the difficult conversations with folk who may not want to hear or change the way they think,


Which was the other disappointment. WHERE WERE OUR UNIONS AND pollies? Yes, the MUA was well represented as ever. My respect to you comrades. The teachers were also there as were the university student unions. Construction workers? Public Service folk? Federal and state. The union should be a place we can turn conversations inter campaigns and actions. We should be present and visible. Yes, the left greens were out in force. Both Socialist (Alliance and Alternative) factions were there, both young and proud, full of noise and great slogans. As was the communist party of Australia or is that the party of communists in Australia or commos are Oz. Yer get me drift, we all on the progressive left need ter kiss and make oop and play nicely tergether and get rid of the neolibs and croosh the fascists amidst oos who are getting stronger by the day.

Wee socialists of Red Flag, Marx bless yer little prickly hearts!









Pollies? Didn't see any. Other than Scott Morrison adorning many posters.

Boot the day belonged ter indigenous folk and they were a pride of mobs. FIRE (fighting in resistance equally), Stop Black Deaths in Custody, and all the family and country groups. It were a pleasure ter be amongst them. The bairns were a joy and like eels, hard ter contain. Then it were down ter Yabun. The music and dancing. Mrs Belgo danced boot me, I toe tapped ter the wonderful Shellie Morris an me all time big hero, Radical Son. Three songs from him, most of his time slot taken oop with youth he were mentoring. He is an inspiration. A great day. Reflection, remembrance, challenges and then celebration. A stunningly hot day, fat drops of rain when watching the music. An endless procession of folk. Enjoy the snaps dedicated ter all who were there and two comrades, one couldn't get oot of bed and the other were poorly. Don't let em grind yer doon Anna hen and there is only one Jimmy Donovan! So get well Jimmy, we still need yer...

Sri Lankan drummers
Veterans still breathing, here ter stay!
The bairn's a banner bearer breed em tough waterside bairns
Belgo arty shot
I love our anarchists!
Boot not as mooch as tangata whenua! Kia Kaha, manuhiri bro
Rabble, all over march. Donovan sort em out
Yon greens
Now there is a thought...start again?
Day of mourning 
Teachers on the march 

We will outlive them


The party for communising in Oz
Raoul working tirelessly
Proud man and warrior
The inspiring Shellie Morris
Radical Son, no the RADICAL SON...keep playing son
And dancers churning oop the paddock
Sorry Mr Sultan we did not stick around fer yer set. The heart and spirit were willing boot bodies ailing. Bed, complan, a good whinge before a well earned sleep. I'm sure you were your usual, deadly self. Thank you Yabun fer a great after march mixing of the tribes. Respect ter yer all!!!!!!!
Mothers and grandmothers 'deaths in custody' honour fallen sons and daughters - in remembrance


Postscript: Special mention ter the wee first aider (leaning forward in this picture in yella vest- and clue, is not a copper) who tried ter help a woman who decided ter protest by taking off all her kit in the middle of the crowd. Polis were very interested in making an arrest boot he and a noomber of women around her did a great job in deescalating what were likely someone having a bad time. Coppers were low key boot oot of their depth in handling the situation. Sending in two white girl teenagers in uniform were not helpful. Aye, it were hot and Belgo could see the sense in marching kitless oop George Street boot, it were not appropriate! For the record, ah was not of a mind ter see headline in yon Monday Telly "Awld Geordie codger with nae kit, surgical scars and buffalo balls says no ter Australia Day and starts riot." "Polis send fer geriatric flying squad." There is a place fer civil disobedience. As indigenous folks message - is 2020 the year we finally do something ter shift the way we engage with Australia?